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    7/11/2009

    郁闷至极

         回头看之前的几篇日记,都是因为做了奇怪或无法释怀的梦。今日依旧。
         好友被安排去相亲,结果好像还不错,也开始在尝试性的约会。除了与大家一起调侃几句,私下里我们会认真聊一些什么,真心希望他能幸福。
         工作似好似坏,当自己觉得一切比较顺利的时候就会冒出一堆问题。人事变动的不确定,让我不安。新的环境依然没有归属感,旁边的人似乎也还没有接纳我的到来,感觉我只是领导的跟班而已,不是这个团队的一份子。笨拙的人事处理关系,让我无力去改善什么,只能闷头做事,但总有一些意外的麻烦出现。越来越发现自己的无能,所做的一切都是一些简单的表面工作而已。如果仅限于此,我的人生出处何在呀……
         茫然无措的时候总会想起你。不知道是刻意的习惯还是其他。梦境里,你的声音又在耳边响起,也许是因为我们最后的接触是那一通长途电话。当我极力想奔向你的所在,突然感觉有东西轻轻拍拍了我的手。
         稍稍迟钝片刻后,我意识到一件极其恶心、恐怖的事情~~~从床上蹦起的那一霎,清楚地看见一只硕大的老鼠从床上往窗口窜去。
         天啊!!!!

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